I'm so tired of headaches

I've  had a headache all day! I'm so tired of them. Some days I let the fear get to me. Then I feel bad for that. I know God is in control. I have a Dr appointment the 4th. He is going to have to do something this time.
I had a brain bleed in April of 2000. They couldn't figure what caused it. So chalked it up to a stroke.  I was having migraines for a couple of months, worst than I ever had. The migraines are back, so sometimes I get scared.
Fear is a big issue I still battle even as a Christian. I read scripture on fear. I've even preach on fear. Does that make me less of an Christian? No, it just makes me one that needs more faith in this area. Oh, there's been lots of people out there that have told me my faith is very strong. And in lots of areas it is. But not so much when it comes to my health and these headaches!!. Sounds crazy doesn't it! I've seen God's hand so many times in my life, you would think a little thing like this would be nothing  for me.
I  mean, he has seen me through being beat & molested as a child. Two major attempts of suicide. Major depression, rape, and near death experiences.
Hmmm, ever stop to  wonder what the devil will try to use next to knock us down with? The highs and lows of life! It's a cycle. And I have to remember to thank God daily NO MATTER WHAT, He is still in control.
 My favorite Bible verse is: Phil 4:8 Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things.